::+:: Memories That Have Passed = =!! ::+::

Okie,I seem like posting blogs that are not according to the dates..cuz sometimes I'm juz too lazy to post,as needa concentration.. Alrite,here I go again --->>

10 December 2007` Monday I was filled with excitement when this day finally arrived!!^ ^ The day before,I was too excited that I couldn't get to sleep..Tossing on my bed,heart beating real fast,and juz forcing myself to fall asleep.. Well,in the end I did,and it was juz a few hours of peaceful rest... FINALLY!FINALLY!FINALLY!The long awaited day had finally arrived!I got out of bed,quickly prepared myself,and put on my dress that I had bought the day before with Kay. I was getting impatient...real impatient as I was reali excited to even calm myself down to wait for the ONE whole dragging hour... Couldnt stand it any longer,I got my phone and called my (OS)car.[[Dear,u noe wad tt means..= . = " Okie,I noe I'm Lame... ]] Luckily,everything was smooth for him,as I was worried that something might happen,like accidents =XX CHOY!!!...It was juz a jam at the custom,as they had to check everything and all... After our talk,I quickly left my house for Woodlands Causeway Point,the place where we were supposed to meet.[[cuz thats the only place where my dear noes how to drive to..==!!]]

When I reached,I didnt see any sight of him..Thinking that he was still on a delay,I decided to go to the restroom 1st..Juz when I was on my way der,my phone rang..It was an unfamiliar number..But when i answered,it was the ever so familiar voice..It was my dear who had used a public phone to call me,as his m'sia sim card couldnt reach me..Earlier on,I had my worries again,that what if he couldnt contact me and so on..Smart of u dear!MuackxXx :*

Heart beating ever faster,I quickened my pace to find him.....

When dear saw me,the 1st thing he did was to give me a big hug..Could understand that,as it was months since we last met.I admit that I miss him alot too...

Shortly after that,we went to 7 11 to top up his autopass card,and then we were on our way off to check in at his hotel.

First time driving to Singapore de dear,and first time reading a map to find our way de me,it was like such a great headache..However,we were also not that goon goon de la..We managed to find our way,without getting lost![[*Clap Hands*]] =))

After checking in,we went to fill our stomachs at the coffee shop juz opposite his hotel.Satisfying our appetite with that not so sumptuous meal,but still an acceptable one,we went back to the hotel.. Me watching "Secret" on his lappy,with my dear disturbing and resting beside me..[[Dont anyhow think ahh..We didnt do anything which we shouldnt do >.<]]

After having enough rest,we went to Bugis Junction to have our dinner[[Having to find our way again..Sigh*]]

We ordered Korean cuisine,and tasted each other's food,with dear feeding me[[Shy*]]And took some pictures...

It was like quite late..So dear sent me home after our dinner..Got scolded by my mom though >.<

I had my bath,and called my dear and we chatted for a few hours as usual..Till like about 3 to 4 am then we decided to hang up..After saying the usual goodnight,which took about 30 minutes,we went to bed and pig :XX

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My dear is a Keeper! ^ ^

He's a Keeper!

Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nippples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return!

Is He a Keeper?

Yeah!

Your Relationship is Strong

You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it. Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

I Love You,Dear!

He's a Great Boyfriend

You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right. You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too!

Is He a Good Boyfriend?

Haha..M i,dear?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Yup Yup!It is..

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

~In A SpeciaL Way~

Though it's abit too late as this had happened like 4 months ago,but i juz wanna tell the world how special it was.[[Maybe to some people,it's not at all,but...whatever..]]Was it fortunate?A kind of luck?or..wad some people would say,fate?whatever it is,here it goes --->>

08.08.07 ` Wednesday

This is a special day where it all started out..I wont leak out how I met this guy,juz leave it for u guys to make ur guess..

On this day,or should it be 07.08.07?whatever the day was,someone asked me some questions which in my mind,i was thinking if the guy was trying to ask me to be his gf?[kinda thickskin =.=" LoL...]

anyway,i juz acted normally and answered all his questions..he said he had something to ask me when the clock strikes 12,dated 08.08.07.....

True enough,when i was playing GB,the question popped up somewhere[[donno wad's tt called ==!]]

He was like so nervous and shy to ask,but in the end,he grabbed all his courage and shooted that question to me..

And yes,he asked me if i wanted to be his gf,but he also asked me to consider and then tell him about it..

Guess wad happened?I said yes,meaning I would consider about it,but he misunderstood that i agreed to be his gf...

FAINT*

So there it goes,he treated me as his gf,and i kinda treated him as mine too,as it wasnt a bad thing to have a bf,since i did not have one..

However,I was in love with someone else at that time actuali =X So I treated him reali badly,like throwing tantrums,scolding him,or whatever u can think of,juz thinking of ways to break up with him..[[Despite treating him that bad,he still continues to treat me very well,and loves me...]]

But of course i did not succeed..I juz couldnt bear to hurt him..Could it be cuz i have fallen for him?i didnt realise tt in the 1st place after some time later.....

15.09.07 ` Saturday

That is the day he called me when he was here in SG..We chatted on the phone for quite awhile,with my moody and sian tone..which affected him as well,and made him asked me if wad do i treat him as?As a bf,or...?

I answered him I donno,cuz i reali do not know la..

but anyway,he asked me to think abt it and then answer him another time..

I reali spoilt his mood greatly and was so sorry abt it..

However the next day,

16.09.07 ` Sunday

I do not know what came into me..I actuali smsed him during my lunch to ask him if he was free..[[Actuali have excuse to ask him out,cuz he promised to teach me maths de..but u cannot believe how he taught me >.<]]

He must be happy then,as I hoped that I would at least brighten up his mood a lil bit..

Anyway,he said he was free,and we decided to meet in the library to study.. [[Can u believe that Woodlands Library was the place of our 1st date...??]]

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Not going into details,jus wanted to say that since then,I began to realise my feelings for him,and treated him as my bf..My feelings for him grew intensely,and I know he was the one for me,though he's not the type i wanted..

He is like my reflection on the mirror,we are almost similar,juz that he is a guy..

We have almost the same characteristic..We are emotional,hot tempered,and whatever u can see in me,u can also see in him too ba..

Oh ya,we share the same interest and likings as well.. [[recently found out de..]]

Though he's not the best looking guy in the world,but his internal beauty has brought out the beauty in him externally..

Perhaps when u see him,u wont understand what i mean,cuz u do not know him personally..

My dear,Oscar,dont compare yourself with other guys again k?

cuz i juz love the way u r,if u try to change urslf and become the type of guys which i like,u wont be ur original self anymore,whom i fall for in the 1st place..

I juz love ur honesty even though u noe sometimes it would hurt or make me angry,ur care,ur sweetness [though u donno how to sweet talk,but the things which u have done for me,are sweet enough] , the way u treat me like ur precious,always doting on me and showering ur unconditional love upon me..

~Thanks for tolerating me all this while when i throw tamtrum on u as im short tempered..

~Thanks for controlling ur temper,even though u r short tempered like me as well..

~And thanks for all the things u have done for me,which i truly appreciate them alot..

Now,I juz wanna tell u how much i love you,and promise u my love,which i handed my heart over to u,not being afraid that u would return it back to me in shattered pieces..

I feel reali fortunate to have met u,it's like the best thing which have happened in my life!Thanks for filling my life with laughter & happiness..

I Love You Dear!

[[That's all for now...]]

[[Message for my dear : Don't laugh when u read this ah..Love you,muackxx]]

~Starting Out`

This is my very 1st blog,so i do not reali noe how to use it....

It looks quite of uncreative though,with no new layouts,videos,musics or wadsoever that can be added on.. Is there anyone kind enough out there who can coach me how to use this? >.< I feel so noob around here... That's all for now~ Kinda lame for my 1st post = . = .......